• I tell everyone I'm fine, when in reality I hate myself

• I do a lot of thinking before i go to sleep. 

- I play scenes in my head
- I practise the things i want to say
- I have endless ''what IFS''
- I make plans for the next day
- I think of all the people I miss
- I think of all the ones I hate
- I ask myself a lot of question.

• Sometimes I pretend to be normal, but it gets boring. So, i go back to being me.

• I have no idea how hard it is to force myself to stop thinking about you.

• I push people away when all I really want is someone to hug me and tell me it's okay.

• I try not to laugh at my own jokes. But we all know im hilarious.

• I lie to me, too.

• Before I go to sleep, I imagine you're by my side.

• I feel like i am losing myself.

• I think too much and put myself in a badmood :(

• I'm constantly trying to make people feel better about themselves because I know what it's like to feel bad about yourself.

• Sometimes I care more about making other people happy than making myself happy.